[Yes he's been holding so many things in!! Ryuki obediently follows Rutile to the bed, but also... he doesn't really want to talk about this! This is a dangerous direction to go in! And while he likes Rutile and thinks that Rutile is probably one of few here who really would listen without judging too much, it's... also not something he wants to put on his shoulders.
So Ryuki laughs at that, a proper, full on laugh that's still juuuust on the wrong side of jagged, and sits on the bed next to Rutile, and:]
Doooon't worry about it! Didn't I say! Everything's fine, Plus Ultra!
[ha!! ha ha!!]
That's not what we're here for. [Not this room, and not this tv show. They're here to find perfect matches, and not think about work, and, and, and definitely not think about how he feels like he's deceiving Pittman every single time he fails to bring up that he's a disgraced detective.
Anyway, it's pretty obvious that Ryuki's desperate to not continue that conversation.
Which is why he leans in, now that they're both seated on the bed, to press his lips to Rutile's, if allowed.]
thank goodness ryuki's shorter than he is because he's not, actually, and being interrupted like that is kind of rude. rutile's more than willing to drop the topic, but he's also not willing to just leave ryuki suffering in silence like that, so.
he's going to break the kiss by placing both hands on ryuki's shoulders, shoving him gently onto his back on the bed, both of rutile's hands beside his face. and then he just... hovers over him like that in surprise...... like: oh, god, he did that.
[ excuse him if he sounds a little breathless this is, understandable, ]
I won't make you talk about it if you don't want to. I don't know what you've done, and I don't know Mister Wayne as well as you do... But I think connecting with people is a lot more complicated than one person fitting perfectly with another. And I think people are more complicated than just one thing defining their worth, or who they are.
[ and he knows ryuki's problems are probably rooted far deeper than those words can reach, but that's for him and wayne to figure out, he thinks, because— ]
And because they're so complicated... You can't say for sure what they'll think of those wrong things... what they'll forgive, or what they won't, if they never know.
[ ... ]
That's all. And, um, excuse me. I'm going to kiss you now, so you can't argue back.
[ y. yeah. maybe rutile found some bravery from so fervently wanting to see ryuki work out what's hurting him that he doesn't hesitate at all to lean down and lock their lips together.
--anyway, then they're kissing. Ryuki's a little startled, but you know what? Reciprocating sounds a lot more interesting than dwelling on his thoughts or on what Rutile had to say. That can be something for tomorrow, to nurse alongside his hangover. Instead, he'll rest a hand at Rutile's lower back (innocently!! Okay!!) encouragingly as they kiss.]
rutile kisses on over my INCREASING CONCERN, though the (innocent!!!) hand on his back suddenly makes him jump a little. it's not his first kiss, but immediately, rutile notes that the feeling he gets from this one is different. it isn't unpleasant... actually, it's nice. so, it's fine. rutile's nerves settle, somewhat, though to be honest he's not sure specifically what making out entails,
but he'll go with an "intense kiss." and if ryuki is fine with touching he will touch. no, shay, it's just a hand up to cradle the side of his face, though rutile has to adjust his position somewhat to both do this, and to deepen the kiss a little. ]
Anyway, hilariously, things are much less concerning now that they're actually smooching. Thank god for that. And honestly? It really is nice. Ryuki can't really remember the last time he kissed anyone seriously, and Rutile is both attractive and incredibly kind to literally everyone here. Ryuki is lucky to be here, here and now, with Rutile's lips on his own and a warm hand cupping the side of his face.
There's part of him, of course, that practically screams that he doesn't deserve this, doesn't deserve to be here, doesn't deserve Rutile's time, but... but after what Rutile said before, maybe... maybe for a moment, it's okay to silence those concerns, just for the moment.
So he'll follow his instincts and, for once, what he wants in the moment, and deepen that kiss, a soft hum in the back of his throat.]
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So Ryuki laughs at that, a proper, full on laugh that's still juuuust on the wrong side of jagged, and sits on the bed next to Rutile, and:]
Doooon't worry about it! Didn't I say! Everything's fine, Plus Ultra!
[ha!! ha ha!!]
That's not what we're here for. [Not this room, and not this tv show. They're here to find perfect matches, and not think about work, and, and, and definitely not think about how he feels like he's deceiving Pittman every single time he fails to bring up that he's a disgraced detective.
Anyway, it's pretty obvious that Ryuki's desperate to not continue that conversation.
Which is why he leans in, now that they're both seated on the bed, to press his lips to Rutile's, if allowed.]
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thank goodness ryuki's shorter than he is because he's not, actually, and being interrupted like that is kind of rude. rutile's more than willing to drop the topic, but he's also not willing to just leave ryuki suffering in silence like that, so.
he's going to break the kiss by placing both hands on ryuki's shoulders, shoving him gently onto his back on the bed, both of rutile's hands beside his face. and then he just... hovers over him like that in surprise...... like: oh, god, he did that.
he's a top. anyway, ]
A-ah. I'm sorry— [ ... ] —No... Actually, I'm not sorry. Please listen, Mister Ryuki.
[ excuse him if he sounds a little breathless this is, understandable, ]
I won't make you talk about it if you don't want to. I don't know what you've done, and I don't know Mister Wayne as well as you do... But I think connecting with people is a lot more complicated than one person fitting perfectly with another. And I think people are more complicated than just one thing defining their worth, or who they are.
[ and he knows ryuki's problems are probably rooted far deeper than those words can reach, but that's for him and wayne to figure out, he thinks, because— ]
And because they're so complicated... You can't say for sure what they'll think of those wrong things... what they'll forgive, or what they won't, if they never know.
[ ... ]
That's all. And, um, excuse me. I'm going to kiss you now, so you can't argue back.
[ y. yeah. maybe rutile found some bravery from so fervently wanting to see ryuki work out what's hurting him that he doesn't hesitate at all to lean down and lock their lips together.
aaaAAAAAAA ]
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I'm sorry, but he's really actually pretty into that. Get it, Rutile? Pin him to that bed!!
Ryuki stares up at him with clear bemusement and also some interest despite himself. Rutile is actually a top! Look at that, it's true!
And honestly? Ryuki also knows Rutile is right. People are complex, and he has no idea what people will do to react to what he's done. But at the same time, what he's done has been so, so awful, because when he £—舐 £ޥ¿Þ¥¿� ‚�舐 »舐—£óÞ¢áñ舐▀ ╟. ▀£—舐� £½ ▀ —‚�舐舐'© ½ ???? æØ¢Ã????Ř§Ů½ æآà »Â£¶Š ????½ —‚�£—.
--anyway, then they're kissing. Ryuki's a little startled, but you know what? Reciprocating sounds a lot more interesting than dwelling on his thoughts or on what Rutile had to say. That can be something for tomorrow, to nurse alongside his hangover. Instead, he'll rest a hand at Rutile's lower back (innocently!! Okay!!) encouragingly as they kiss.]
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rutile kisses on over my INCREASING CONCERN, though the (innocent!!!) hand on his back suddenly makes him jump a little. it's not his first kiss, but immediately, rutile notes that the feeling he gets from this one is different. it isn't unpleasant... actually, it's nice. so, it's fine. rutile's nerves settle, somewhat, though to be honest he's not sure specifically what making out entails,
but he'll go with an "intense kiss." and if ryuki is fine with touching he will touch.
no, shay, it's just a hand up to cradle the side of his face, though rutile has to adjust his position somewhat to both do this, and to deepen the kiss a little. ]
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Anyway, hilariously, things are much less concerning now that they're actually smooching. Thank god for that. And honestly? It really is nice. Ryuki can't really remember the last time he kissed anyone seriously, and Rutile is both attractive and incredibly kind to literally everyone here. Ryuki is lucky to be here, here and now, with Rutile's lips on his own and a warm hand cupping the side of his face.
There's part of him, of course, that practically screams that he doesn't deserve this, doesn't deserve to be here, doesn't deserve Rutile's time, but... but after what Rutile said before, maybe... maybe for a moment, it's okay to silence those concerns, just for the moment.
So he'll follow his instincts and, for once, what he wants in the moment, and deepen that kiss, a soft hum in the back of his throat.]
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and also, rutile is stupid. poor ryuki, because just when he's getting into it, at the sound of that hum, rutile breaks the kiss somewhat suddenly.
because he's rutile.
he doesn't pull away completely, of course; he's still close, hand still on ryuki's cheek as he shifts a little bit, searching ryuki's expression.
considering where he is (on top), the sound made him think— ]
Did I hurt you somehow—
[ .........
oh my god, ]
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N-no, that's not--don't--
[.... .. ......
Listen, he's just going to go ahead and lean up to continue the kisses because they're here now and this is what they're supposed to be doing, right?
And ugh--he wants to, okay?]