rutile kisses on over my INCREASING CONCERN, though the (innocent!!!) hand on his back suddenly makes him jump a little. it's not his first kiss, but immediately, rutile notes that the feeling he gets from this one is different. it isn't unpleasant... actually, it's nice. so, it's fine. rutile's nerves settle, somewhat, though to be honest he's not sure specifically what making out entails,
but he'll go with an "intense kiss." and if ryuki is fine with touching he will touch. no, shay, it's just a hand up to cradle the side of his face, though rutile has to adjust his position somewhat to both do this, and to deepen the kiss a little. ]
Anyway, hilariously, things are much less concerning now that they're actually smooching. Thank god for that. And honestly? It really is nice. Ryuki can't really remember the last time he kissed anyone seriously, and Rutile is both attractive and incredibly kind to literally everyone here. Ryuki is lucky to be here, here and now, with Rutile's lips on his own and a warm hand cupping the side of his face.
There's part of him, of course, that practically screams that he doesn't deserve this, doesn't deserve to be here, doesn't deserve Rutile's time, but... but after what Rutile said before, maybe... maybe for a moment, it's okay to silence those concerns, just for the moment.
So he'll follow his instincts and, for once, what he wants in the moment, and deepen that kiss, a soft hum in the back of his throat.]
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rutile kisses on over my INCREASING CONCERN, though the (innocent!!!) hand on his back suddenly makes him jump a little. it's not his first kiss, but immediately, rutile notes that the feeling he gets from this one is different. it isn't unpleasant... actually, it's nice. so, it's fine. rutile's nerves settle, somewhat, though to be honest he's not sure specifically what making out entails,
but he'll go with an "intense kiss." and if ryuki is fine with touching he will touch.
no, shay, it's just a hand up to cradle the side of his face, though rutile has to adjust his position somewhat to both do this, and to deepen the kiss a little. ]
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Anyway, hilariously, things are much less concerning now that they're actually smooching. Thank god for that. And honestly? It really is nice. Ryuki can't really remember the last time he kissed anyone seriously, and Rutile is both attractive and incredibly kind to literally everyone here. Ryuki is lucky to be here, here and now, with Rutile's lips on his own and a warm hand cupping the side of his face.
There's part of him, of course, that practically screams that he doesn't deserve this, doesn't deserve to be here, doesn't deserve Rutile's time, but... but after what Rutile said before, maybe... maybe for a moment, it's okay to silence those concerns, just for the moment.
So he'll follow his instincts and, for once, what he wants in the moment, and deepen that kiss, a soft hum in the back of his throat.]
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and also, rutile is stupid. poor ryuki, because just when he's getting into it, at the sound of that hum, rutile breaks the kiss somewhat suddenly.
because he's rutile.
he doesn't pull away completely, of course; he's still close, hand still on ryuki's cheek as he shifts a little bit, searching ryuki's expression.
considering where he is (on top), the sound made him think— ]
Did I hurt you somehow—
[ .........
oh my god, ]
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N-no, that's not--don't--
[.... .. ......
Listen, he's just going to go ahead and lean up to continue the kisses because they're here now and this is what they're supposed to be doing, right?
And ugh--he wants to, okay?]