Anyway, hilariously, things are much less concerning now that they're actually smooching. Thank god for that. And honestly? It really is nice. Ryuki can't really remember the last time he kissed anyone seriously, and Rutile is both attractive and incredibly kind to literally everyone here. Ryuki is lucky to be here, here and now, with Rutile's lips on his own and a warm hand cupping the side of his face.
There's part of him, of course, that practically screams that he doesn't deserve this, doesn't deserve to be here, doesn't deserve Rutile's time, but... but after what Rutile said before, maybe... maybe for a moment, it's okay to silence those concerns, just for the moment.
So he'll follow his instincts and, for once, what he wants in the moment, and deepen that kiss, a soft hum in the back of his throat.]
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Anyway, hilariously, things are much less concerning now that they're actually smooching. Thank god for that. And honestly? It really is nice. Ryuki can't really remember the last time he kissed anyone seriously, and Rutile is both attractive and incredibly kind to literally everyone here. Ryuki is lucky to be here, here and now, with Rutile's lips on his own and a warm hand cupping the side of his face.
There's part of him, of course, that practically screams that he doesn't deserve this, doesn't deserve to be here, doesn't deserve Rutile's time, but... but after what Rutile said before, maybe... maybe for a moment, it's okay to silence those concerns, just for the moment.
So he'll follow his instincts and, for once, what he wants in the moment, and deepen that kiss, a soft hum in the back of his throat.]
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and also, rutile is stupid. poor ryuki, because just when he's getting into it, at the sound of that hum, rutile breaks the kiss somewhat suddenly.
because he's rutile.
he doesn't pull away completely, of course; he's still close, hand still on ryuki's cheek as he shifts a little bit, searching ryuki's expression.
considering where he is (on top), the sound made him think— ]
Did I hurt you somehow—
[ .........
oh my god, ]
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N-no, that's not--don't--
[.... .. ......
Listen, he's just going to go ahead and lean up to continue the kisses because they're here now and this is what they're supposed to be doing, right?
And ugh--he wants to, okay?]