[ Hayasaka relaxes a little at response, at least. She takes a slow breath before responding, trying to gather her thoughts and figure out why she's still nervous and dissatisfied, talking slowly as she tries to put her feelings into words. ]
...I know. I know you're happy to just do whatever... And I do like that. Sometimes I wish I had that kind of spontaneity. But...
[ She finally looks properly at Nagiko sitting on the bed. ]
This is all set up as if we're going to have sex tonight, you know? I mean, I assume we won't... Or maybe I shouldn't even assume that? Is ruling it out too much planning too?
W-Well, that's why I'm having trouble, I guess. Not just the sex part. That I don't have any sense of what to expect. Maybe you'd rather just spend the week snowboarding together or whatever. Or maybe we'll be having a lot of fun tonight and things will suddenly go that way. I mean, I'm not sure what I'd prefer, and maybe you don't know either... But I'd like to try to find out. And I'd like... to get more of a sense of how you're feeling about it.
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...I know. I know you're happy to just do whatever... And I do like that. Sometimes I wish I had that kind of spontaneity. But...
[ She finally looks properly at Nagiko sitting on the bed. ]
This is all set up as if we're going to have sex tonight, you know? I mean, I assume we won't... Or maybe I shouldn't even assume that? Is ruling it out too much planning too?
W-Well, that's why I'm having trouble, I guess. Not just the sex part. That I don't have any sense of what to expect. Maybe you'd rather just spend the week snowboarding together or whatever. Or maybe we'll be having a lot of fun tonight and things will suddenly go that way. I mean, I'm not sure what I'd prefer, and maybe you don't know either... But I'd like to try to find out. And I'd like... to get more of a sense of how you're feeling about it.